2 weeks and IM FREEEEE !!!!!!!!!!

i am actually addicted to internet shoppin !! its just sooo like .. addictive ... basically went on to look at prices for rucksacks ... so excited bout goin to uganda this summer .. and thailand ... damn .. itll b amazing !! but unfortunately theres a thing between summer and the present .. called ... A LEVELS >. hell .. i hate exams .. sometimes i jsut cannot b bothered .. i mean .. so wut if i dont get 4 a;s ... ill still go to ucl with an A and 2 Bs ........ argh ... today was field day .. really nice .. did NOTHING ... haha ... i love field days .. went to town for a coffee .. had waffles spread with nutella ... yumm yumm ... i could live on em ... finished like more then half the pot wif 2 of my friends .. we are such pies !! really scard bout putting on weight .. think i have ? but i cannot control myself sometimes .. especially with chocolate .. oh well .. ill just have to become curvy ... haha .. i stopped being the stick think skinny sumei ... like 5 years ago anyways ... y go back eh ?? was talkin to my friends .. bout leavin skul over coffee ... we realise that were gonna lose touch with so many ppl from skul ... like there;s some ppl u hang out with everyday .. and go out with ... but at the end of the day ... you noe once u leave .. u wont hav much in common .. i think im ok .. coz iv changed this term .. its not all about going out clubbin .. goin to the pub ... so i noe who the couple of my close friends are ?? its only a handful .. but id rather hav it that way ... than havin loads of mediocre friends ... i guess i realised after leavin malaysia ... used to be friends with everyone .. but now .. its narrowed down .. really grateful for everyone tho ... especially those that im still in touch with !!! newyz id better go hav a shower !! x

SUMMER HAS COME .. and so are exams !

been a couple of days since iv written ... newyz .. went to cardiff to check the place out .. its pretty cool .. i quite like it .. went with my dance partner sam .. so it was fun ... had lunch at this organic cafe .. hhaa .. ill be hanging out there the whole time if i get my 3 A's which is the requirement to get into cardiff ... the architectural skul is really nice too ... then looked around the city ... slightly bigger than cheltenham .. hehe ... think couple of ppl from malaysia are gonna go there next year too ? like jeremy .. lyn will go sometime .. hopefully ... and stephaine's gonna be in reading !! awesome ... iv become used to being the only malaysian in my skul ... but im sure ill really luv havin ppl around .. to be honest im kinda scard that in uni .. ill only be mixing with the malaysian community .. which is wut many ppl end up doing when they go study overseas .. i mean im totally proud of my roots n stuff .. but arent we supposed to like get the culture .. and mix ... it is kinda hard too .. but we just got to try harder ... .. NEways ... on thursday .. i went to this PE fitness test day .. damn i am soooo unfit .. basically the worst in my class !! except for flexibility ... was relaly tired !! but it was a cool day .. missed two days of skul ! goin to cardiff and this fitness thingy .. bit behind in work .. then at nite .. me and sam did a second performace of our JIVE .... it was his house concert thing ... a soiree .. basically they invite their parent to see how talented they are ... we got a couple of things wrong .. coz we had to face the front hte whole time . .which was hard cos our chereography was like a dancefloor . .ballroom style ... then at the end .. the floor was so slippy .. i landed this a huge 'thud' when i did my split ¬!!! soo embarassing ... too bad we cant put videos here. .. hehe ...

this weekend .......... WORK WORK WORK ... i hav done abit of physics .. but the sun came out .. so i ended lying on my window sill ... tryin to study ... needless to say .. i fell asleep .. better go buy some coffee !! xx 

this weekend was good .. well saturday morn .. started with a PE revision day .. which is slightly better compared to saturday skul ... hehe .. exams are comin so i relaly gotta buck up .. and get my act together ! it was a nice day in england .. First one this term!! then went back and watched a movie .. at cheltenham's NEW cinema !! i got so excited .. hehe .. they did it up quite nice .. pretty exciting coz chelt is like quite an ulu place .. small town ... and they hav an awesome mexican restaurant ... we watched . take the lead .. which was freakin amazing .. i luv it !! bout hip hop and ballrooms dancing .. just made me want to dance !! i am definitely doing it in uni .. even if i dont hav time !!

SUNDAY >>

sunday woke up at 6.30 am .. damn .. and then ran to the coach station to get a coach to london ... haileybury .. lynettes skul .. they had an awesome fashion show ... sponsored by none other than BENTLEY >> omg .. when i saw a car parked out side i was practically drooling ... pictures are on lynettes cam .. so itll take some time to go on ... it was soo good .. they had it in a gym .. and built a cat walk and all ... the clothes ... they ahd thomas pink, swarovski crystal dresses .. damn .. they were soo cool .. i really liked this new designer who is inspired by indian textiles .. her dresses were amazing .. yea. ..relaly happy i went altho i had to get up so early !! maybe ill do abit of fasion after architecture .. who noes >? they also had an indian bazaar .. bought a really cool cuban ring ... which .. argh i left it in the trampolining room .. gtg get it now ... xx.

SOME HELP PLEASE ??

ok someone please help me out here ... i really need to noe how to add that box where everyone can like type messages too ??? duno wut the hell its called la .. u can tell im like IT illiterate ... damn .. ok confession .. i dont even noe how to download music .. haha .. partly cos im not allowed to do it in skul . .but once i get to uni ... ill get with the modern times !  hehe ... ok here are some photos .. from awhile agoo .. coz obviously i havnt been putting em on ... oh ya hey tish !! surprised to hear from ya .. its been ages ... (i noe its not 'xanga' tradition to reply on your blog .. but who cares .. hehe i NEED oone of those box things dont i !! my last entries were from sabah .. damn those were good times .. gotta come down again .. maybe this christmas ?!?! duno ... when u in kl ?? just ring me and we'll meet up k ! ok here are the photos !

my cousin (second from RIGHT) and her lovely .. friends. .. garden int skul's next top models !

TAN family reunion .. paintball !! im the one with the yellow and green striped trousers !

the cousins ! from left .. faith, me, jonathan goh, amanda, en lai, christof ... the younger ones couldnt play ... nevertheless .. it was awesome !!

this is why the younger kids did not play .. sorry u gotta see my bumcrack !! but damn .. i just had to take a pic of that bruise and a half ¬! my aunt .. she get shot on her arm .. really bad .. it started bleeding !! way worse than mine ... u can see the orange stain on my shorts too !!

the extended TAN family !! obviously not all of us are here .. me and my parents had to leave early .. cos i had freakin tuition .. but .. still a nice pic .. for me to remember !!

ok summary of the reU .. paintball .. aunt got shot multiple times .. and got quite upset .. coz of dat .. basically ur meant to stop shooting .. after a person's already been shot .. but some one i think its was the notorious david wong .. kept shootin ! he was also the one who got me on my ass ... her bruise was really bad tho .. so i understand .. she was soo furious ... then we drove had lunch at bidor .. i luv big family reunions .. coz i hav such a small family .. no brova;s or sisters .. so its nice ! nwyz .. food was good .. then went to the resort .. Clearwater sanctury ... pretty nice place .. shard a room with faith .. relaly nice .. had some amazing race .. like telematch .. just fun for general bonding ... next day went white water rafting ... it was fun .. could hav been more exciting tho .. was only a type two .. i think KK was bit better .. still remember team 'POK KAI' ...... haha .. fun fun .. even did abit of golf at the driving range ! soo cool .. you hit the golf balls in to the lake ... really relaxing ! thats it really .. oh yea .. we had a memorial service for my late granpa .. Tan Sri Dr Tan Chee Khoon .. iv been reading his book .. didnt realize wut a great man he was .. nowonder all these uncles and aunties always come up and mention his name to me ! it was really nice ... jsut talking bout wut we remember bout him and my granma .. we also had our own easter service as a family which was really nice too ! personal .. better than any church service !

Here are summore pics from the past ... few weeks ?? ill be uploading more .. as i get em .. :)

    this is really small .. but its my housemates from my year .. getting ready for our leavers ball ...

 me and my best mate .. ZOE ,. were 'brothers' ... before the leavers ball

okayy ... so back to the PRESENT .. iv been back from the easter break .. in england for officially 4 days ... just finished my trials .. thank god its over .. i hav lotsa lotsa work to do for the real thing .. i WANT 4 As but getting them is another thing .. i need 3 As to get into cardiff uni for architecture ..  today i showed a family around my skul ... needless to say .. i totally sold it ! hehe ... i think im definitely gonna miss this place .. i had loadsa complaints to start off with .. but i guess it grew on me ... and now iv got lotsa good stuff to say bout it ! just come back from a dinner/talk at my Headman's house .. by the MP of the forest of dean .. bout politics ... cant b bothered to write bout it .. anyways .. gotta wake up at 7am tomorrow .. for some pe revision course .. fun fun ... xxx